surprise surprise

well...here I am again wasting time on the internet. I guess not everything changes after graduation:)
I'm pretty wierded out by saying goodbye to people. I find that a lot of people (myself included) don't like saying goodbye so they just pretend that it's not a goodbye, they pretend that it's just a see you later or something, which is kind of true but pretending that it's not what it is robs me of acutally processing that I'm leaving people. I decided that from now on I'm going to let it be what it is. It's just better that way.
Oh ya, so I titled this post surprise surprise because my parents surprised me this weekend by giving me one of their cars for graduation. I'm pretty stoked. When i get back from Guatemala I'm really going to need a car and now I have one. Needless to say I was in fact surprised, a lot. So now that I have a car I can start thinking about the less important stuff like the fact that I just finished college and now I need a job. I'm actually not too stressed out about that. Maybe I'm just being naive but I think it will work out.... I've actually been thinking a lot more about what my friendships are going to look like now that I don't live within walking distance from most of my closest friends.
ok, I guess this post was more out of boredom than anything...sorry
I'm off to bed. sleep to avoid thinking about life.

peace.adam

...what heights of love what depths of peace