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I'm feeling a lot of pressure to make this first post really good, but I don't really know what to say. I have been thinking a lot though, mainly about how I only have 5 days of school left. Well, maybe more about what my life will look like when those 5 days are over. I've been thinking about a lot of changes I would like to make in my life but I always feel like I'm waiting for something to happen before I make them. That's pretty lame of me but it's true. I say this because I was just hanging out with some people that make me want to live more. I hope you know what I'm talking about. The people that seem to really understand something that I don't. I think that's a bunch of crap actually. I don't think they really understand anything better than anyone else they just do what they understand while I wait for some important moment to happen before I start doing and being who I want to be. But there are those people that are taking the risks I hope to take, they are doing the things I hope to do and being the kind of people I hope to be. Maybe I should start enacting my hopes...maybe I should do something about it. I think that might really be the thing for me right now. doing something.

I've actually been toying around with this idea for a while now, it's just that I keep coming back to this one thing that I've been successfully avoiding for years and I'm not sure how I'll like dealing with it. The problem is I know how I like doing life without it...so maybe I'll give it a try. maybe. anyway, the thing I keep coming back to is discipline. I'm sure I'll be talking more about that in the future. In the mean time maybe I'll try to be disciplined about something. one thing. maybe you should try too.

oh ya, it's Easter tomorrow. that's pretty sweet...think about this.
Romans 5.10 For if while we were enemies, we were reconciled to God through the death of his Son, much more surely, having been reconciled, will we be saved by his life.

peace.adam